I think every one hits that creative hump where you think well we can do this.. no… I did that or I can do that.. no.. we did that. Then you wonder did I lose it? With the past now month ( I can not believe it has been a month!) I have been on the edge of what now and do I want to even get out of bed, where did I put my smile mixed with I should pick up my camera.
Lillian stays home with me now, well all 3 of my kiddos do, the boys go to school, but Lillian is home with me full time. It has been a juggling act for sure! *hats off you to stay at home working moms* I am now in your club! The thing about it is I feel like I have gone full circle. Not to spill my life story (I am a blabber mouth) but I was a single mother for a very long time.. and with that being said my boys were my rock. They were what got me up and out and thrived me to keep on keepin’ on.. I survived because of them. At one point I needed them more or just as much as they needed me. I feel like I am back there, that I have come full circle and I feel the same way. When you forget about what life is about or why you do the things you do, your kids look at you and your like Oh… this is why…. and it just makes you push that much harder.
Lillian has helped me so much. She is my sunshine. Her laugh, her Giggle, the things she says like calling Allergies “Mom I have Aller-gins” or telling me that coloring exhausts her… hahaha Oh and my fave is that she can’t lay down and take a nap because she has babies she has to take care of and they are not sleepy yet…
She is a hand full. But I love it. I love her. I love my life. I love that I know how to love. & I love that all of my fans and clients have loved me, send me emails , texts, cards, letters and their experiences to let me know I am not alone.. thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have helped me.. tons.
Lillian & I went to play around today to get some inspiration & have some fun. Enjoy!




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